I feel ya. When I was around 18-20, I hung out with alot of people and I thought I had a couple "best" friends. But yeah, they suck and so now I don't have too many friends. It's ok...More friends, more problems. My real true friends are mainly family who are close to my age. There is not many people who I can truly let myself go with and be crazy and laugh so hard with. There are not too many people I can talk to about personal stuff but with my family. I had a gf who told people personal stuff about me after we werent friends anymore. How immature!