I really need to use lots of these headbangers.I just can not believe how my life is going.
Most of you know whats been going on with me,but let me tell you the latest....
The girl that has been working for me at the new shop,I had to fire.Saturday she called me when I was at the nursing home seeing my brother.I was going into the shop when I left there.She said she was sick and had closed up the shop and went home.I said Pam ,whats really going on????She replied,Sheila I have to go sign myself into detox.I said,,WHAT Pam I didnt realize you have a drinking problem.But dont worry,you have a beautiful little girl and if you have a problem get it taken care of for her and also your life.I will have your job waiting for you when you get out.Now when I hired her she told me someone had stolen all her tools etc. out of her car.So I went and bought her everything she needed(to the tune of almost $400.00) and told her she could pay me back a little at a time as she could afford it.I have also given her advancements on her paycheck several times as she was in a hole money wise.
Well let me tell you,,,,I got to the shop and the register was totaly EMPTY.....the safe was totaly EMPTY.....ALL the money was GONE
Im am SO STUPID and TRUSTING.You know when I was gone to Rockford when my brother was in ICU,she kept telling me it was slow at the shop.I told her not to worry,a new shop takes a while to get the traffic going.The whole time my daughter kept telling me..MOM she is stealing off you.I told her I didnt believe Pam would do such a thing.But it was kinda strange when I came home the new shop suddenly got busier
Since all this has happened I now believe she was indeed pocketing the money and telling me we werent busy.
Anyway after many phone calls Sat. she admitted she was doing drugs.I didnt call the police as many ppl. told me to do because of her daughter.Pams mom has breast cancer and has been getting radiation and she is unable to take care of Pams daughter.So me being me wouldnt call the police and told her I have to have the money back by Tues. or I will.So her Mom is going to give me the money and I told her not to unless she signs Pam into a drug treatment program to get help.I told her Mom I didnt expect her to replace the money and that I was so sorry she was going through all this.I feel so bad for her and her granddaughter.
So I am out the money for her tools and out the money for the advancements(she hadent paid it all back yet) plus I had to have new locks put on the shop aand pay for that being done.
I should have seen the signs I guess,but I just trust ppl. so much and its hard for me to believe that ppl. are that way.
Sorry this is so long you guys,I just had to vent and rant a bit
Dont know if this even makes sense
Anymore I wonder what I have done in my life to have all this happening to me.I thought I was a good person