I can't find a job and I am two weeks away from starting my teaching job again. I did not want to go back to teaching. I spent tons of money on a degree and credential that I can't use. I have applied over and over again to no avail. I have gotten 4.0's at school for years and I have a great resume. I am greatful that I have the job I do have, but I need the extra money a new job could give me.
I am feeling hopeless and frustrated. The cost of living is rising, and I need more money. Not just "like more money" but NEED more money.
I am hoping to look back on this soon with a new administrative job and say, Ha!, what a silly fool.
I needed to vent and I am feeling lost. My bf is pissed and upset because he too was expecting me to get a job soon...I feel like I am letting him down, and I feel stupid. He keeps telling me I am not looking in the right places, but I have been looking everywhere. He told me to look in the newspaper...nope, nothing there. I have this pathetic feeling of hopelessness in the pit of my stomach that I can't shake. Then I'll be paying up the you know what for this next degree I am getting. I feel stupid for that too...
Ugh.
~Elegant
I am feeling hopeless and frustrated. The cost of living is rising, and I need more money. Not just "like more money" but NEED more money.
I am hoping to look back on this soon with a new administrative job and say, Ha!, what a silly fool.
I needed to vent and I am feeling lost. My bf is pissed and upset because he too was expecting me to get a job soon...I feel like I am letting him down, and I feel stupid. He keeps telling me I am not looking in the right places, but I have been looking everywhere. He told me to look in the newspaper...nope, nothing there. I have this pathetic feeling of hopelessness in the pit of my stomach that I can't shake. Then I'll be paying up the you know what for this next degree I am getting. I feel stupid for that too...
Ugh.

~Elegant