I am glad that you are posting here now, and I too am sorry about your Holli. I had to let my beloved Oliver go last year, and it still haunts me. But I have two new active boys, and like others said, it never erases the loss, but they do lighten the heart. Do get another one soon, and your can ask and get answers on here about breeders, puppies, just about anything. This is a great site.
Quincymom
Quincymom