Hi everyone. On early Saturday morning i went to get my puppy. Actually two, one for me and one for my cousin.
When we arrived to Arkansas late Saturday evening, i received bad news. My pyuppy died. My little girl did not want to eat. Why she died, we dont know and neither does the breeder or the vet. She was less than a pound and my quess is that she was taken away from the mother too soon. (8 weeks)
The other girl is fine and instead of giving her to my cousin, i decided to keep her....since she is her only sister and i know they have the same blood, she will always remaind me of the other one. My cousin got a different puppy, a 4 month old little girl, also very tiny and very cute.
I still cant shake over it. On the way back home i couldnt stop crying.... although i never got to hold her, i received many pictures. Now i know she is gone and i dont think anyone will ever understand what i went through or how i feel...(maybe some of you in this forum. My family thinks im psycho... and that i shouldnt cry but get over it.)
I was going to name her MEE MEE but since shes gone, i have to think of a new name, and i have no idea what to name her.
The other puppy (my cousins) is doing fine. It alsmost feels wrong that i took her pupy, but it just felt right to do.
I just wanted to share this with you (those that understand)
It willl be very hard to forget and go on but what else is there to do...
