I am so sorry,
My wonderful daddy passed away 10 years ago and he`s been by my side all this time. I miss his physical being but i know he`s always with me.
It`s really hard, but time is the only thing that helped me see things different. Your pain will be transformed into love, pride, great memories to remember.
I have a 2 year old daughter and i can see her granpa`s soul in her... it`s amazing!
Hang in there, share your feelings, grieve... and one day you`ll wake up and see things better... and you`ll remeber the good and the great things that you lived together and you will smile again! and laugh again, and enjoy life again!
My prayers are with you and your family...