I am so sorry for you as I have had TWO ripped, what I felt was virtually out of my arms, too.........and it is a heartbreaker...BUT...I want to tell you that, I too, have talked with LucyLou and I find her to be a most reputable and trusting breeder and individual. I can not begin to imagine her doing this without some other reason....there must be a GOOD REASON she did this and I'm sure she will work something out with you...if only to give you a good explanation, if she hasn't.
In any case, my heart breaks for you because I know ...I've been there..and whether the reason is a good one or not, you are still hurt....there's no getting around that one.
In any case, my heart breaks for you because I know ...I've been there..and whether the reason is a good one or not, you are still hurt....there's no getting around that one.